For some reason I’m in a really sad mood right now and I don’t know why. This has actually been happening to me a lot lately and I don’t approve. I don’t have anything to complain about really. I actually have so much to look forward to. Going abroad is going to be the most exciting experience of my life, and yet I’m still more scared than excited. I hope that goes away. This summer has just not been what I wanted it to be I guess. My friends are super busy and our schedules never match up so I never get to see them. Target sucks more that it ever has and I spend most of my time there so that’s a bummer. I guess it comes down to the realities of growing up. There’s so much I could have done this summer if I didn’t have to be responsible. Oh well. I’m usually such a happy person and I don’t know how to deal with the other side of things. I never let anyone think I’m anything but happy. Anywhooooo I don’t know how to end a blog because I don’t know what I’m doing or saying anymore. tootles?!